So much for taking action! What is wrong with me? Why can't I figure out how to make money. I've been learning as much as I can, watching Youtube gurus (my tightness doesn't let me pay for any courses, I'm like - I can learn this on Youtube). I want to start my own business, do my own thing but my brain feels like it's in a permanent freeze. Too many options cause anxiety, too little cause stress/sadness. One of the Youtube gurus said that and it certainly resonates. I have lots of ideas but then start fearing that if I choose the wrong one, 3-4 years down the line of investing all the time in effort, I realise that it wasn't the right route. And from what I've been told, you need to keep going, be consistent, continue no matter what, be the last man standing - and then you will win. But that IS the fear. What if I continue and keep pushing for a stupid idea/thing that will never work. I've wasted my 20s. Didn't think personal development was even a thing. Was told to just get a good job which I did. So anyway, I am a decade behind and feeling the pressure I guess. 

Day 2: Spent more money than I earned by going out to eat and drink. Wasn't essential. Could have invested that 40 quid into stocks and what not. LoL.

I have decided that I will be a millionaire. How you may ask. Truth is, I don't know. But I am going to document every day everything I do, so if anyone ever stumbles across this blog and I have been successful in my feat, they can replicate it.